| Ha Ha You're Dead Created by shenanigans217 and taken 150 times on Bzoink | |
| When was the last time you saw your crush?: | Dating, and sitting next to him |
| Do you have anything you couldn't go a day without?: | GREEN DAY |
| Describe your mood in one word:: | Bleh |
| What was the last thing you bought with your own money?: | Cigarettes |
| Have you ever gotten caught doing something illegal?: | no |
| What's your favorite flavor of Vitamin Water?: | don't know |
| How tall is the tallest person you know?: | 6'4 about |
| When was the last time you were really happy?: | most of the time now |
| Could you go a month without cheating on your bf/gf?: | hells yeah |
| What's your favorite season?: | summer |
| Do you ever think about anyone but yourself?: | I think of most people first... at least the ones I love |
| Are your parents still together?: | yes, and I am proud of that, 32 years or more now |
| Why do you like the person you like?: | 'Cause he's awesome |
| Would you rather date someone younger or older?: | don't really care, probably older though |
| Have you had alcoholic beverages in the past month?: | Don't think so, but don't know |
| Is it cute when your significant other kisses your forehead?: | Yes, and he does often |
| Have you ever been compared to a movie star?: | A few yes |
| Are you in love with your name?: | Only slightly... |
| Would you live with your #7?: | #7 what? |
| What qualities do you look for when finding a mate?: | sarcasm, musical taste, humor |
| What are real pirate colors?: | *shrugs* |
| What is your lifetime goal?: | be a writer |
| Do you consider yourself creative?: | sometimes, not lately though, writers block |
| Is there someone you wanna date right now?: | I am |
| Do you have trust issues?: | Hell yes |
| Have you ever been in love?: | Maybe... *hehe* |
| What kind of milk do you drink?: | Alergic |
| What did you realize today?: | To take a movie back to hastings... lol |
| Have you ever been to a strip club?: | no |
| Do you even want to get married?: | yes, someday |
| Is there a chance that you're pregnant?: | No, not right now |
| When is your birthday?: | august |
| Will your next kiss be a mistake?: | hell no |
| What do you do when you're sad?: | listen to music really loud and go for a drive where I don't know my destination |
| Is there a song that makes you cry?: | Wake Me Up When September Ends |
| Have you ever loved someone so much it hurt?: | Yes |
| Are you attracted to someone right now?: | ... *hehe* |
| Do you want to have sex with that person?: | maybe I have, lol |
| Did anything brighten up your day?: | Yes |
| Are you wearing your favorite color right now?: | Actually no, but I hardly ever do |
| Have you ever beaten someone up?: | maybe |
| Do you and your best friend look alike?: | ..don't think so |
| Are you a clean person?: | *laughs* |
| What do you think of Jesus?: | I think he was a pretty cool guy, good peaceful ideas until people fucked them up |
| Will you get laid tonight?: | I'm too sleepy, but I wouldn't doubt he wants to. *hehe* |
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- HaHa You're Dead, it was by a Green Day fan, how could I not take it!
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greendazed1218- December 7th, 23:37
- Taken before, but wanted to see if anything had changed...
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- greendazed1218
- November 30th, 22:43
crazy
- Bordem of mind, cuteness of kitty....
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- greendazed1218
- November 5th, 23:39
bored
I'm kinda bored right now. My friend Jon was supposed to hang out with me and Cory, but he never called and it's most likely one or so by now... *sighs*
My cat, Gloria, is laying across my computer right now, and if I move at all it moves her onto my keyboard and fucks my typing up. She's cute, but a little crazy with how comfortable she is anywhere she lays...
I'm still going through and watching as much of the Golden Girls as I can. I love all the girls, but what Blanche said on one episode is wonderful.
I must be hallucinating. I see little balls of sunshine in a bag.
Wonderful! (it had been egg yolks in a sandwich baggie)
Well, I guess that's all, I just felt like posting... *that's how bored I am.*
-Lindze
PS: Kurama rocks hard!
- So Baby Dolls
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- greendazed1218
- October 30th, 20:46
sleepy
I'm having some fun with my mom and sister in Joensboro. We had a fun trip up here, but we had to turn around and find a new way TWICE! Hopefully we'll have a lot of fun tomorrow, GOING TO THE MALL!!! *can't wait for Hot Topic*
In other news: I'm a little bored right now, waiting to pass out, but not wanting to until later, I don't like sleeping this early, I like my sleeping schedule the way it is. My sister bought a really cheep toy bow and arrow. It was kinda funny since she couldn't get it to work, but I figured it out like *snaps* THAT!
So, I think that's pretty much it, new chapter to One Last One Night Stand. Besides that, not much has happened. I did comment on Tre's Twitter when he said he was putting Guyliner on with his toes. *giggles*
That's all folks!
-Lindze
- *is bored* *stares at own icon* I love L!!!!
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- greendazed1218
- October 28th, 23:35
- bored
I may not be able to post anything this weekend. I'm going on a "girls weekend" with my mom and sister. I actually am looking forward to it, seeing as how I don't get many vacations from my life, and we are going to go to a mall! It has Hot Topic, so I'm a happy camper. It should be fun, but it may keep me from writing this weekend.
In other news, any Green Day fan out there needs to go VOTE FOR GREEN DAY!!!! there, and vote. You can vote as many times as you want, I have been. I just really want them to get it, especially since they are up against people like Brittney Spears. Come on people, for the love of Lush, vote for the boys! I mean, BRITTNEY HAS MORE VOTES?!?!?
I think that is pretty much all. I've been watching a bunch of Golden Girls lately, and I love them. Is it odd that I relate to 60 year old women? I don't know or care.
Well, I'm off to watch and see what the boys Twitter next! At one point, Tre said that he was trying to put on guyliner with his feet. Well, good for him, a laugh riot for me!
-Lindze
- So BabyDoll...
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- greendazed1218
- October 20th, 23:46
- bored
I'm only slightly bored... I'm trying to upload some episodes of The Golden Palace. I don't quite know why, I just really like the Golden Girls, and I wanted to see what the Palace was like.
Well, I've seen the new Green Day 21st Century Breakdown video, and I love it to death. I think its wonderful, and very perfectly political. All I can say is slashy, but not the kind I really want to see. Boy's give us some of your kisses, not what was in the video. I don't think they get the message. *just kidding* They know we love what they do, with the new 21st era, it has brought with it some of the most out and out slashy moments the boys have ever really given us. I thank them for it.
Really my favorite part of the video was the end, when it paned out to real and Billie was breath-taking. Applaud from me boys, wonderful, as always.
On another subject, I've been in love with FBHT since they came out, but really, I've fallen so much deeper in the last week. I find myself dressing up as the Rev, and I can't seem to help it. The way he talks, the way he looks, its all so perfectly perfect. It gets me all shivering like a kitten in a rainstorm.
( A Pic of my GREEN DAY tattoo! )
A very shitty pic of my newish Green Day tattoo. I love it, and as soon as I get more money, I'm going to get stars (kinda like Billie's) on my collar bone/ neck area with the words "Better Thank Your Lucky Stars" in pretty lettering through it. The one I have now is Billie's handwriting from the Kerplunk inlay. I swear it looks better, and more like his handwriting, I just need a better pic.
Okay.. End of odd post.
-Lindze
- It was so odd...
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- greendazed1218
- October 15th, 22:26
contemplative
Today, I was at Wal-Mart, and I was getting Cotton Candy.... (Yeah, I have the biggest sweet tooth known to man!) Well, I was there with my boyfriend and we were looking all over for the Cotton Candy, and all of a sudden I see this dude standing in one of the check out lines. Well, he looked kind of familiar, and so I was staring at him with that really dorky face that you can get when you're trying to think of where you saw this person before. I finally just ignored it, and we found the Cotton Candy and checked out. (I also got this black and purple rose that I have on my dash board.) We ended up walking out of the store and that's when I realized that I was pretty sure that the guy was this kid that I used to hang out with.
( Back-story and more about him... )
( Christina ramblings )
Well, I think that's all of my ramblings... I guess I'll go and post more to my new fic.
Love and kisses,
-Lindze
- Random survey
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- greendazed1218
- October 11th, 2:48
One of the most random surveys you'll ever take!
Created by sarahkay and taken 5074 times on BzoinkSome of the most random questions you will ever be asked! What brand of toilet paper does your family buy?: diffrent ones at diffrent times What is your favorite kitchen utensil?: spork oh yeah! hehe Is your freezer/refrigerator door right next to each other, or on top?: right next to eachother What color is the chair you're sitting in?: beigh I'm in my car Have you ever worn underwear on your head?: don't think so What about over your pants?: nope Have you ever eaten grass?: no Does your dog eat grass?: yes Do you yell at it when it eats grass?: no, it's good for its stomach My mom used to tell me the dogs teeth would get sharp if it ate grass. Did your mom tell you that?: No Have you ever wondered why the letter Q always has to be followed with u?: I question everything Q is such a wimp. When asked "Wut do yew wanna tlk abouutt", what do you think of first?: How slowly I'll kill the person who asked it Is there anything broken around you?: just my pos car What's your favorite brand of pencil?: I like pens Eraser?: dunno Do you like Dunkaroos?: dunkawhat? Do you enjoy cleaning your belly button?: not really Type ex-boyfriends mother's name with your chin. NOW.: NO Have you ever yawned and not been able to hear momentarily?: I'm def in one ear so yeah Have you ever used the word 'duper' without super in front of it?: dunno Why do people named Thomas go by the nickname Tom. Why not Thom?: I know, it's so wierd! hehe Have you ever used a type writer, and not messed up typing?: yes! Does your dad watch the History Channel everynight?: Nope, just whatever moms watching Mine does. Talk Sex With Sue- Good or bad?: SO MUCH FUN! Do you fear shutting your head in the car door?: No just my fingers.. OUCH Do you ever find yourself sitting around making funny faces for no reason?: yes Does anyone ever catch you?: nope Have you played "A Sailor Went to Sea Sea Sea" Lately?: don't even know what that is Did you know the ABC's and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same tune?: yes! lazy bastards! If I told you I had a Pokemon mousepad, what would you say?: is it Pikachu? He's cute Gee, thanks, I have a Pokemon mousepad, you jerk! Have you ever made a project out of wood?: do popsicle sticks count? Have you ever ridden on a donkey?: no saddly Do you purposely NOT use good punctuation/grammar?: I try to use it when I'm writing Have you ever dislike someone you adn't met in person?: yes Have you ever swan dived off of your roof into oncoming traffic?: No, but I will add that to my top 10 funnest ways to die Go look in the nearest closet. What's the 3rd clothing article on the left?: Not at home When you were a kid, did you believe chocolate milk came from brown cows?: Don't think so Do you still believe it?: I guess I could Have you ever found a dead animal under your house?: Yeah, my kitten... Have you ever tried to fly past the age of 8?: I was still in hospitals at 8 Do you watch Disney Channel shows, and then lie about it?: No, I watch them, what of it? Has your house ever been infested with some kind of insect?: ants Have you ever passed 3 dead squirrles in a row on the road?: no, opposums Can you laugh like Woody Woodpecker?: saddly no, I used to sould like an old man tho Do you walk in step with people around you?: Depends on how OCD I am You've been totally Bzoink*d!
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- She puts her makeup on like grafitti on the walls....
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- greendazed1218
- October 9th, 23:22
- bored
Yes, I'm actually still alive! My comp didn't work for a while, and then I didn't have internet for a while... blah, blah, blah... I'm mildly bored lately, and everything in my life is weird, but great things could happen... *shrugs*
I have a new kitten, she's perfect! I named her Gloria Vanish, and I think I screwed myself with that name 'cause since I got her home all she seems to do is disappear! So much of the time I find myself going "Gloria, where are you Gloria?" hehehe...
I'm not super happy with life right now... But I did find my way back into the glory of Green Day, the punk rock gods. I bought the CD as soon as I could, and didn't listen to it for a while since my boyfriend was into a Nightwish kick... Bleh. But I finally listened to it and couldn't stop! I love every minute!
I did have an okay Summer. I was able to go see my brother in Maryland. He has a nice place, and a pretty cool boyfriend. When I first met him I wasn't too enthused, but when I was visiting them we would sneak outside at night and have a few cigarettes while talking about life... Well our lack of it. He's only a few years older than me, still going to collage, so he dosen't know if he's completly happy where he is. He wants to live in a city, and Will dosen't. It was kinda like me, so we've learned to like each other.
On the trip since I was turning 19 a month after, my dad let me get my nose pierced, then a week after I got home my boyfriend bought me a tattoo! I love it so much! It's the heartgrenade from the JOS video with "You taught me how to live" around it in Billie Joe's handwriting, that I coppied off from the Kerplunk inlay.
I guess that's about it, besides the fact that I do plan on writing soon. Green Day fandom again! Yay!
Well....
LOVE YA,
Whatshername
- bleh...
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- greendazed1218
- October 1st, 2008
- bored
Well things are going better now... Cory is being an ass so I'm getting over him. Now I'm actually dealing with the whole 'p' word thing, I'm just worried about telling the 'rents when it comes time. I don't know about my writing because I'm a full time student now and it kinda sucks, but maybe I'll be able to at some point.
And to anyone who hasn't read the Anita Blake novels I sugest that you go out and get them!!! They are amazing, I've read two almost three of them in a week! So yeah, go get them now!
I guess I don't have much else to say, so I'll go, I love you all!
-Lindze
- Dad gummit!!!
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- greendazed1218
- September 17th, 2008
nervous
So Cory and I are trying to be friends, and thats just lovely! And I'm probably HIGHLY mostlikely the 'p' word... There goes my early adulthood years, and the rest of my life... Ah well, everything happens for a reason right? Fuck that shit...
I can't tell Cory about it, so its really hard being around him at school and shit... Like he really wants to be around me anyway. Maybe one day things will all work out for me, who knows...
The only friend I have right now is actually really helping me through all of this, like he talks to me, listens, hands me a drink and a cigarette after I've been throwing up... (yeah I know, bad Lindze, thinking I'm the 'p' word and still smoking) BUT I HAVE STRESS!!! I guess maybe I can at least get a good writing out of all this... Maybe.
Maybe Ville falls in love, gets his heart broken, ends up with an m-preg, and then becomes best buds with a skater boy to help him through all of it. The only diffrence is that I don't think John and I will ever get together, he's like my brother, and with Bam and Ville they ALWAYS have to get together.
Wow with all the shit that's happened to me in the last four years I could write a thriller/romance/action/emo novel! Maybe I will...
Well I guess that's all folks!!!
-Lindze
- Everything happens for a reason?
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- greendazed1218
- September 15th, 2008
depressed
I used to believe that line, but now I don't think I do. The perfect man I was engaged to left me for his ex, I'm most likely failing school, and I might be the 'p' word... Yay for my life! If things happened for a reason than my reasoning in life must be fucked!
In the past few days I've been od'ing, drinking, smoking more than Ville Valo, and hanging out with the only person who can make things seem okay. Everyone keeps telling me things will work out for the better, or that he'll realize how wonderful I am and come back, but I don't see that happening. I feel like shit. No I feel like TOTAL shit! I wish someone would save me from this.
Life can't be happy go lucky when you've been dumped, and a few days after you realize, Hey, I'm having morning sickness and weight gain. It just can't happen that way. I'm supposed to be in class right now, but fuck it. I don't give a shit anymore. My life sucks, I may never get SSI, I can't get a job, and I'm stuck with my 'rents in a sucky old house.
Can things get any worse?
-Lindze
- So here I am, it's in my hands...
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- greendazed1218
- September 7th, 2008
- exhausted from life
Bleh on life... My mom asked me earilier to tell her one good thing in my life right now... Well here's my list...
1) I have a car (which is fucked up royaly)
2) I'm going to school (which I'm probably failing cause I can't get my books)
3) I have a roof over my head (which is STILL with my 'rents)
4) I have a wonderfull man that I'm engaged to (who's having thoughts about his ex)
well... how does that add up to be good? If anyone can tell me that'd be great! I dunno what to do about anything. (and don't worry it's a new guy, and he is wonderfull, but so is his ex to him at least) Life seems to hate me right now, and I have no muse because I'm doing FULL TIME school!!! Collage sux! Well I guess that's all I had to say... I miss everyone, and I might one day be able to write again... who knows...
*hugz and kisses*
-Lindze
- Momma said there will be days like this... My momma said
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- greendazed1218
- May 13th, 2008
dead
What about weeks? Or semesters? *sigh* Life is just great. Really... All this shit has been going on and I just don't know how to deal. I can't even fix this by writing anymore. Everything has been going on, and now my school is screwing me over! I can't finish my work just because I was in the hospital and I missed too much. I HATE my town, I HATE my school!!! Everything is sucky right now... And yeah, I'm still stuck with the idiot mofu! I want to explode! and I swear I will soon! Okay, well I hafta look for some movies for my 'rents on netflix...
When will I explode? Really?
*hugz and kisses*
Lindze
- boooooorrrrrrrreeeeeed....
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- greendazed1218
- January 29th, 2008
kinda hyper
Urm... I dunno why I'm posting anything... I just wanted to post a pic of the cuteness of my Marie plush dolls I found at the Disney store in Branson...
see? cute! I love Marie!
PS: The Aristocats is coming BACK out on Feb. 5th! YAY!!!
(sooo buying)
Hugs and Kisses
-Lindze
- Pain killers, and fux Mountian Dew
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- greendazed1218
- January 29th, 2008
- bored as HELL
I'm bored and almost hungry... I haven't been able to eat much, but ah well... I want to write something other than a deposition, and I want it to envolve Vam! I'm on lock-down in my own house, and going to class means I have to have a body-gaurd. Life could be better... Less interesting? Not so much. If it was any crazier I would have to make it a TV show.
I got my hair cut yesterday. I look like Yullia from t.A.T.u, but I really like it! I dyed it blue-black again this morning, well afternoon 'cause I slept late... When I told Michale about getting my hair cut, he freaked out, he liked it long, but I like it like it is. He's gonna have to deal with it! Pics of my new hair cut behind the cut...
( Read more... )
I don't have much to say, I just want to write! I would be so happy to get another chapter of What a Wicked Game To Play out, and then everything would be good! It's just hard, because it will be a happy chapter, and there isn't much happy in my life right now... Well Imma go and... do something, I'll find something to do I'm sure...
Hugs and Kisses
-Lindze
- Why does saying 'no' never work?...
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- greendazed1218
- January 26th, 2008
numb
Okay... So I've been off for a few days. Well I could explain it from my POV, but I think if I have to do that one more time right now I will break down, and I've actually gone at least three hours without doing that this time. Plus I'm hoping on getting some sleep later. Really would like that.
Well since I've had to say this soooo many times to police lately from my POV, I decided to write about it from Ville's. However, nothing was really changed. Not really ANYTHING at all. And I know it dosen't sound very scary, but if you had been in the situation, it would have scared the shit out of you. At least it did me.
And I will say this now, if I'm EVER kidnapped again (Yes you read me right!) I want them to kill me so I don't have to go through all of this again. And I know this isn't going to end for months, or even years now...
On to the Ville POV now...
(Ville as me)
( Read more... )
That's my story, and believe me, I'm sticking to it. It's been three days and it hasn't changed yet, and it NEVER will.
- My pic is what I feel like... *sighs*
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- greendazed1218
- January 21st, 2008
F**K OFF
OMG! How do you make someone leave you alone when they WON'T do it? What do you do when they won't let go? No matter how hard you push them away?!? I mean... *sighs* It's like he didn't show any passion during the relationship, but RIGHT when I try and break up with him... he starts acting like I just CAN'T do it! He actually WON'T lemme break up with him! *sighs* And he was sooooo fuckin' rude to me while we were in the relationship! He wouldn't pay any attention to me, and when he did it was when he wanted it and WHAT he wanted at ALL times! I'm so fed up with him!!! It's like he won't go the fuck away! You can't treat me like that, and then try and keep me when I realize what you're doing in the fucking relationship! OMG... *dies*
I feel like shit right now... I just wanna be single, or something... Just not with him. NOPE! Not with him... Life fuckin' sucks when you're stuck...
And now Christina wants me back maybe... I dunno where that's going... I kinda like the idea tho, I mean I DO miss her. She is my Lifepartner! We even shared the most moving time of our lives so far together! A fuckin' HIM concert! Yay us!!! We were up front and we soooo got dread sweat from Linde on us, Burton made eye contact with us! He REALLY did, and Ville was soooooo PERFECT live! He smoked a whole pack on stage and had like four or more Red Bull! It was AMAZING!!!
If I can find our pics from the concert I'll try and post them, and I might take a pic of my concert ticket. Our concert was at The Pagent Theater in MO. It rocked sooo fuckin' hard! I just think about that when I'm pissed or upset or something, and usually it helps some... But today it's just not working so well... I need to write and get some of this emotion out!!!
Hugs and Kisses
-Lindze
- I just posted a new fic!!!!
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- greendazed1218
- January 20th, 2008
*grins*
I'm so very happy that I have FINALLY been able to write a new Vam fic! It might only be one chapter but it's a start! It's in Dazed In Green , _Vam , and My Vam Fics. I'm sooo happy with myself right now! *does happy dance*
Right now I'm watching The Tudors. It's amazing! I LOVE JRM!!! He's soooo hott! He's such a good actor too!
Well Imma go 'cause I'm sleepy and I wanna watch this show closer, so NIGHT!
Hugs and Kisses
-Lindze
- *yawns*
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- greendazed1218
- January 19th, 2008
blah
I'm kinda sleepy, but I dunno if I want to sleep... I feel like writing, but I don't seem to have a muse anymore. I need to RP with someone, and maybe that would help me. I might have someone to do it, but I hafta wait until Monday for her.
Great... I think my dad is getting up, and he's going to be pissed if I don't try and sleep! Shit! I wanted more time on-line to see if anyone would RP Bam or Ville with me, but I guess I hafta go!
If anyone on my friends list wants to, just tell me, and I can probably do it tonight, or just later today sometime. I can play either and I'm not shy! *hehe*
Well Imma go, so...
Hugs and kisses!
-Lindze
