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It was so odd...

Oct. 15th, 2009 | 10:26 pm
Center of the Earth: Hellsville
I Walk This Empty Street: contemplativecontemplative
Turn it Up!: the sounds of Cory snoring... *growls*

Today, I was at Wal-Mart, and I was getting Cotton Candy.... (Yeah, I have the biggest sweet tooth known to man!) Well, I was there with my boyfriend and we were looking all over for the Cotton Candy, and all of a sudden I see this dude standing in one of the check out lines. Well, he looked kind of familiar, and so I was staring at him with that really dorky face that you can get when you're trying to think of where you saw this person before. I finally just ignored it, and we found the Cotton Candy and checked out. (I also got this black and purple rose that I have on my dash board.) We ended up walking out of the store and that's when I realized that I was pretty sure that the guy was this kid that I used to hang out with.

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Well, I think that's all of my ramblings... I guess I'll go and post more to my new fic.

Love and kisses,


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Oct. 11th, 2009 | 02:48 am

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Some of the most random questions you will ever be asked!
What brand of toilet paper does your family buy?: diffrent ones at diffrent times
What is your favorite kitchen utensil?: spork oh yeah! hehe
Is your freezer/refrigerator door right next to each other, or on top?: right next to eachother
What color is the chair you're sitting in?: beigh I'm in my car
Have you ever worn underwear on your head?: don't think so
What about over your pants?: nope
Have you ever eaten grass?: no
Does your dog eat grass?: yes
Do you yell at it when it eats grass?: no, it's good for its stomach
My mom used to tell me the dogs teeth would get sharp if it ate grass.
Did your mom tell you that?: No
Have you ever wondered why the letter Q always has to be followed with u?: I question everything
Q is such a wimp.
When asked "Wut do yew wanna tlk abouutt", what do you think of first?: How slowly I'll kill the person who asked it
Is there anything broken around you?: just my pos car
What's your favorite brand of pencil?: I like pens
Eraser?: dunno
Do you like Dunkaroos?: dunkawhat?
Do you enjoy cleaning your belly button?: not really
Type ex-boyfriends mother's name with your chin. NOW.: NO
Have you ever yawned and not been able to hear momentarily?: I'm def in one ear so yeah
Have you ever used the word 'duper' without super in front of it?: dunno
Why do people named Thomas go by the nickname Tom. Why not Thom?: I know, it's so wierd! hehe
Have you ever used a type writer, and not messed up typing?: yes!
Does your dad watch the History Channel everynight?: Nope, just whatever moms watching
Mine does.
Talk Sex With Sue- Good or bad?: SO MUCH FUN!
Do you fear shutting your head in the car door?: No just my fingers.. OUCH
Do you ever find yourself sitting around making funny faces for no reason?: yes
Does anyone ever catch you?: nope
Have you played "A Sailor Went to Sea Sea Sea" Lately?: don't even know what that is
Did you know the ABC's and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same tune?: yes! lazy bastards!
If I told you I had a Pokemon mousepad, what would you say?: is it Pikachu? He's cute
Gee, thanks, I have a Pokemon mousepad, you jerk!
Have you ever made a project out of wood?: do popsicle sticks count?
Have you ever ridden on a donkey?: no saddly
Do you purposely NOT use good punctuation/grammar?: I try to use it when I'm writing
Have you ever dislike someone you adn't met in person?: yes
Have you ever swan dived off of your roof into oncoming traffic?: No, but I will add that to my top 10 funnest ways to die
Go look in the nearest closet. What's the 3rd clothing article on the left?: Not at home
When you were a kid, did you believe chocolate milk came from brown cows?: Don't think so
Do you still believe it?: I guess I could
Have you ever found a dead animal under your house?: Yeah, my kitten...
Have you ever tried to fly past the age of 8?: I was still in hospitals at 8
Do you watch Disney Channel shows, and then lie about it?: No, I watch them, what of it?
Has your house ever been infested with some kind of insect?: ants
Have you ever passed 3 dead squirrles in a row on the road?: no, opposums
Can you laugh like Woody Woodpecker?: saddly no, I used to sould like an old man tho
Do you walk in step with people around you?: Depends on how OCD I am
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She puts her makeup on like grafitti on the walls....

Oct. 9th, 2009 | 11:22 pm
I Walk This Empty Street: boredbored
Turn it Up!: None at the moment *pouts*

Yes, I'm actually still alive! My comp didn't work for a while, and then I didn't have internet for a while... blah, blah, blah... I'm mildly bored lately, and everything in my life is weird, but great things could happen... *shrugs*
I have a new kitten, she's perfect! I named her Gloria Vanish, and I think I screwed myself with that name 'cause since I got her home all she seems to do is disappear! So much of the time I find myself going "Gloria, where are you Gloria?" hehehe...
I'm not super happy with life right now... But I did find my way back into the glory of Green Day, the punk rock gods. I bought the CD as soon as I could, and didn't listen to it for a while since my boyfriend was into a Nightwish kick... Bleh. But I finally listened to it and couldn't stop! I love every minute!
I did have an okay Summer. I was able to go see my brother in Maryland. He has a nice place, and a pretty cool boyfriend. When I first met him I wasn't too enthused, but when I was visiting them we would sneak outside at night and have a few cigarettes while talking about life... Well our lack of it. He's only a few years older than me, still going to collage, so he dosen't know if he's completly happy where he is. He wants to live in a city, and Will dosen't. It was kinda like me, so we've learned to like each other.
On the trip since I was turning 19 a month after, my dad let me get my nose pierced, then a week after I got home my boyfriend bought me a tattoo! I love it so much! It's the heartgrenade from the JOS video with "You taught me how to live" around it in Billie Joe's handwriting, that I coppied off from the Kerplunk inlay.
I guess that's about it, besides the fact that I do plan on writing soon. Green Day fandom again! Yay!

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Oct. 1st, 2008 | 10:01 am
Center of the Earth: hellsville
I Walk This Empty Street: boredbored
Turn it Up!: the damned chatter of fucking idiots

Well things are going better now... Cory is being an ass so I'm getting over him. Now I'm actually dealing with the whole 'p' word thing, I'm just worried about telling the 'rents when it comes time. I don't know about my writing because I'm a full time student now and it kinda sucks, but maybe I'll be able to at some point.
And to anyone who hasn't read the Anita Blake novels I sugest that you go out and get them!!! They are amazing, I've read two almost three of them in a week! So yeah, go get them now!
I guess I don't have much else to say, so I'll go, I love you all!


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Dad gummit!!!

Sep. 17th, 2008 | 03:58 pm
Center of the Earth: hellsville
I Walk This Empty Street: nervousnervous
Turn it Up!: something in the background sounds like heavy metal music

So Cory and I are trying to be friends, and thats just lovely! And I'm probably HIGHLY mostlikely the 'p' word... There goes my early adulthood years, and the rest of my life... Ah well, everything happens for a reason right? Fuck that shit...

I can't tell Cory about it, so its really hard being around him at school and shit... Like he really wants to be around me anyway. Maybe one day things will all work out for me, who knows...

The only friend I have right now is actually really helping me through all of this, like he talks to me, listens, hands me a drink and a cigarette after I've been throwing up... (yeah I know, bad Lindze, thinking I'm the 'p' word and still smoking) BUT I HAVE STRESS!!! I guess maybe I can at least get a good writing out of all this... Maybe.

Maybe Ville falls in love, gets his heart broken, ends up with an m-preg, and then becomes best buds with a skater boy to help him through all of it. The only diffrence is that I don't think John and I will ever get together, he's like my brother, and with Bam and Ville they ALWAYS have to get together.

Wow with all the shit that's happened to me in the last four years I could write a thriller/romance/action/emo novel! Maybe I will...

Well I guess that's all folks!!!


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Everything happens for a reason?

Sep. 15th, 2008 | 02:29 pm
Center of the Earth: hell
I Walk This Empty Street: depresseddepressed

I used to believe that line, but now I don't think I do. The perfect man I was engaged to left me for his ex, I'm most likely failing school, and I might be the 'p' word... Yay for my life! If things happened for a reason than my reasoning in life must be fucked!

In the past few days I've been od'ing, drinking, smoking more than Ville Valo, and hanging out with the only person who can make things seem okay. Everyone keeps telling me things will work out for the better, or that he'll realize how wonderful I am and come back, but I don't see that happening. I feel like shit. No I feel like TOTAL shit! I wish someone would save me from this.

Life can't be happy go lucky when you've been dumped, and a few days after you realize, Hey, I'm having morning sickness and weight gain. It just can't happen that way. I'm supposed to be in class right now, but fuck it. I don't give a shit anymore. My life sucks, I may never get SSI, I can't get a job, and I'm stuck with my 'rents in a sucky old house.

Can things get any worse?


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So here I am, it's in my hands...

Sep. 7th, 2008 | 01:00 am
Center of the Earth: HELL
I Walk This Empty Street: exhaustedexhausted from life
Turn it Up!: The Used

Bleh on life... My mom asked me earilier to tell her one good thing in my life right now... Well here's my list...
1) I have a car (which is fucked up royaly)
2) I'm going to school (which I'm probably failing cause I can't get my books)
3) I have a roof over my head (which is STILL with my 'rents)
4) I have a wonderfull man that I'm engaged to (who's having thoughts about his ex)

well... how does that add up to be good? If anyone can tell me that'd be great! I dunno what to do about anything. (and don't worry it's a new guy, and he is wonderfull, but so is his ex to him at least) Life seems to hate me right now, and I have no muse because I'm doing FULL TIME school!!! Collage sux! Well I guess that's all I had to say... I miss everyone, and I might one day be able to write again... who knows...

*hugz and kisses*

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Momma said there will be days like this... My momma said

May. 13th, 2008 | 11:03 pm
Center of the Earth: Hellsville
I Walk This Empty Street: blankdead
Turn it Up!: *watching* Robot Chicken

What about weeks? Or semesters? *sigh* Life is just great. Really... All this shit has been going on and I just don't know how to deal. I can't even fix this by writing anymore. Everything has been going on, and now my school is screwing me over! I can't finish my work just because I was in the hospital and I missed too much. I HATE my town, I HATE my school!!! Everything is sucky right now... And yeah, I'm still stuck with the idiot mofu! I want to explode! and I swear I will soon! Okay, well I hafta look for some movies for my 'rents on netflix...
When will I explode? Really?

*hugz and kisses*

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Jan. 29th, 2008 | 10:45 pm
I Walk This Empty Street: bouncykinda hyper

Urm... I dunno why I'm posting anything... I just wanted to post a pic of the cuteness of my Marie plush dolls I found at the Disney store in Branson...

see? cute! I love Marie!
PS: The Aristocats is coming BACK out on Feb. 5th! YAY!!!
(sooo buying)

Hugs and Kisses

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Pain killers, and fux Mountian Dew

Jan. 29th, 2008 | 06:08 pm
I Walk This Empty Street: boredbored as HELL
Turn it Up!: none... maybe that's what I need!

I'm bored and almost hungry... I haven't been able to eat much, but ah well... I want to write something other than a deposition, and I want it to envolve Vam! I'm on lock-down in my own house, and going to class means I have to have a body-gaurd. Life could be better... Less interesting? Not so much. If it was any crazier I would have to make it a TV show.

I got my hair cut yesterday. I look like Yullia from t.A.T.u, but I really like it! I dyed it blue-black again this morning, well afternoon 'cause I slept late... When I told Michale about getting my hair cut, he freaked out, he liked it long, but I like it like it is. He's gonna have to deal with it! Pics of my new hair cut behind the cut...

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I don't have much to say, I just want to write! I would be so happy to get another chapter of What a Wicked Game To Play out, and then everything would be good! It's just hard, because it will be a happy chapter, and there isn't much happy in my life right now... Well Imma go and... do something, I'll find something to do I'm sure...

Hugs and Kisses

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